Oh Dear.....

I feel strange.

Very strange.

This is not going well.

I cannot stop crying.

Today, at work, I found myself in the arms of our Chief Nurse (the 2nd in command) sobbing and sobbing and sobbing.

I feel like I cannot cope.

I feel like I have hit a brick wall.

I feel like I am being crushed. 

I cannot breathe.

You know when you have 'washing machine tummy'? 

Well I have it on constant full spin and it feels like I am going to faint or pass out at any minute.....

I don't feel right.

I'm angry.

I'm REALLY angry.

I feel like I am going to explode.

Literally explode!

And the crying........

I CANNOT STOP CRYING!