My first job interview in almost 10 years.
My first job interview in Cornwall.
My first job interview in almost 10 years, without John.
John was the person I always turned to, to ask questions, to get reassurance, to hug when it all got a bit much.
For a while now I have been really wanting to talk to John.
To ask questions.
To get answers.
To get reassurance.
I cannot tell you how much I really, REALLY want to talk to him.
I spent half the car journey on the way to my interview this morning either talking out loud to John or crying.
I can 'hear' the words he would say, I just want to HEAR them!
I had friends here for the weekend and we talked about John, I cried and I laughed and we remembered.
But it's not enough for me.
Not enough at all.
I want him.
I want to hear him.
I want to feel him.
I want a big, warm, furry, Johnnie-bear-hug!
Anyway, only time will tell if I am to be the next PA to the CEO of Heartlands (http://www.heartlandscornwall.com)
I think the interview went ok......not my best, but then it is the first one in ten years!
Fingers crossed as they say......