Today, the first day of my time off until I move to Cornwall, started well.
I woke up.
Me and the dogs walked around the park.
I've cleared a drawer or two.
I've posted letters.
I've spoken to the Utilities.
I've dealt with administration.
I have prepared tonight's dinner.
I've been bouncing along to happy music.
I appear to have run out of steam and I am now a tad sad.
I look around the flat and I realise, for all the stuff that has gone, that there is still soooooo much to do.
Then there's the shed and garden.....ugh!
Tonight I have the God Children's Mum coming to stay so I know that this feeling is not going to last long......we can spend the evening plotting my arrival in Cornwall!
I am well aware that this is only the very first day of my time off.
I just hope that I don't feel like this every day until the move.
I cannot tell you how much I am missing John right now and wishing with every bit of me that he was coming too.
Hey John,
ReplyDeleteDon't be too hard on yourself. As you say yourself, this has indeed been only the very first day of your time off. A lot has changed again. So it's normal to run out of steam, I think. Your mind needs time to process everything. Take one day at a time and not too many tasks in a day.
Lots of love and hugs. B x